Sunday 27 January 2008

signs of insanity

for the last 4 maybe 5 weekends all i've seen is the inside of my house
i'm daydreaming more than normal
i feel more restless than normal
i'm fidgety and shaky more than normal ffs!
I'M READING AGAIN
but thats more a bid to regain sanity to be honest
i need to get out so bad
i was so looking forward to yesterday
and then family had to ruin it....as usual
the more i'm in the house the more i long to get out
i still need to post that thing
damn
i just want to fast forward the next few years
i've always felt the need to never wait for things to happen but to make them happen
what if you try that and still...nothing
i have hobbies
but even they just dont seem very inviting at the moment
i feel out of touch with friends....humanity...normality
i seriously am feeling like i'm stuck in a prison
no bars no locked doors
yet still i cant get out of here
pftt

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