dudeeee!
today i have finished gcse art forever!
YEY
no more late nights gluing stuff in and using fucking o.5 mm nib pen when i need a fucking marker! lol
all in all i'm actually gonna miss it =/
mostly the lessons though
my dad might come to my art exhibition
LOL
:)

There once was a seven legged spider called sebastian.
he had lost his eighth leg whilst sun bathing in the bahamas
he went to the resort's lost and found but they only had a thousand pounds which sebastian had also apparently 'lost'
while he was walking along the beach, counting his money, a giant jelly fish with elephant ears reverse belly flopped out of the sea

he warned sebastian that his missing leg was trapped in the depths of the irish forest. The jelly fish with elephant ears asked sebastian where he could get loo roll with a story on it
Lucky for the jelly fish with elephant ears sebastian made such a wonderful thing for a living


sebastian then shuffled to the airport and bought a ticket to ireland with his thousand pounds and a green sweater as he thought that'd help him fit in

whilst asleep on the plane sebastian dreamed of lepracauns with pots of gold and 4 leaf clovers

all of a sudden sebastian was shooken awake. the plane was jolting violently as if it was a mere toy subject to the hatred of the elements outside. sebastian feared for his life and for the krispy kreme doughnut he had saved in his handluggage for later

blurred shapes of green slowly came into focus and sebastian found himself on the forrest floor. he had arrived at his destination. he wondered what fate would have instore for him and his missing leg next

END OF PART 1

some old pictures that make me smile whenever i see them
gonna post a few
probably more to come:

my brother Mukhtar. have you ever seen a bigger poser? lol


Mukhtar again. mum said he would take that teddy everywhere with him. 1 2 3 awhhh *wretches* ;)


both my brothers. younger one called Mohammed. thats him at a time in his life where he doesnt look scary :O lol


Mohammed again, doesnt he look cute? what ever happened =/ lol

thats Mukhtar and that little bundle of joy you see there is indeed me ^^ haha


Mohammed holding me. see even i look surprised and i'm only a baby! lol


moi. even then i always had a confused look on my face lol



lol thats me in the middle obviously only wanting to eat my foot ^^ and my two cousins

me and my cousin, what is with my hair lol! And see! i was a chubby baby :)

me and my grandma. love this pic even if its fuzzy. wish she was still here

meee yeyyy lol. check out the carpets ^^ is it weird that i quite like the dress i'm wearing? lol

we still have them doors lol

football star of the future? maybe? no? awhhhh =/

How come it never snows like that anymore ey!!

My first bike :') oh the memories! i still remember learning to ride without training wheels for the first time lol

hehe we still have that rug ^^, luckily no longer the heater or the carpet lol! still have the plants though

mnawwwhhhh primary school ^^ how i miss it. well actually i mostly just miss nursery lol!

well thats enough for now :)

tonight i say fuck it to revision

today has pretty much been horrible
and as the days go past things are getting worse again
its the last few weeks and i just wish it wasnt like this
i want to have a laugh
all the time
i want to go out on the field and enjoy the sun
run around like an idiot
have some fun! ffs
whyyyy is everyone so damn uptight?

at school theres 4 other people i hang out with most of the time
and when i'm with 2 its ok but boring and i feel kind of on the outside
and when i'm with the other 2 its ok but boring but again feel like an outsider
and then when we're all together its torture! no one says a word and as much as i try to engage conversation theres no response. fucking awkward or what!
i cant wait for the holidays just to get away from the people i should consider some of my closest friends
its fucked up and i just dont know what to do about it =/
advice/help anyone? hmmmmm

i love it when the days are longer
and the evenings are sunny
this weekend i'm gonna go out and walk again for as long as i can

i ate too much lasagne but it was very nice

i'm starting to long for summer again
just as i thought things were getting better i feel stuck in this rut again
i dont know how to make it better
life needs to be more interesting. now

i miss someone so much, i wish i didnt
and its not who you think
i wish i didnt because i dont think i should
my head is a mess =/
i guess it never isnt
but more so then usual

we say we have learnt something from an experience
but when it comes to actually changing our ways because of what we learnt
we rarely ever do
this is my last chance of salvaging something good out of something thats turned so bad

sleep is a waste of time
there is so many things i could be doing instead
like nothing

4 more weeks? ish
i need to do artwork

this is all over the place
ich bin allein, ich werde....ich weisses nicht
dunno how to do s set on the computer ahwell

ooops i havent posted anything in a whileee
i've just been so busy REVISING
and i'm being serious! i'm so proud
not much to say really
went london this weekend, was boring
especially compared to my other recent trips there
probably cause i went with my rents this time
anywhooo
ONE good thing that came out of it
i've been promised roadtrip round wales and going down south to cornwall and cliffs of dover and stuff this summer =D
yey!
AND if i get good results
BARCELONA
how fucking good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
which is pretty much why i'm bothering revising lol!
andddd liverpool playing tonight
BETTER WIN
sooo i better go get some work done before the match
later chaps ^^ xxxxx

old photos are amazing
the past few days my parents have been digging up all our old photos
and there is alot of them!
from back in the 60s when my dad first came here
his wedding
photos of me and my 2 brothers since we were babies
every one of them holds so many memories and unkown stories that i've been finding out
its been well good
and theres so much to laugh at too
i spent hours yesterday evening sorting out only half of them!
me and my dad have decided we're gonna make a dvd out of all of them which means even more hours retaking the pictures on my camera but i'm looking forward to it
soon as i start taking pictures i'm gonna post my favourites on here and you can all laugh at me and my family :)