i am sat in my pjs
and its cold
and i have to get read to go to an exam
in a little over an hour
arghhhh its my second to last one
and after this i have like a 12 day break
andddd i have just been finishing my geography revision
andddd i'm kind of nervous =/
i want it to go help hopefully it will
haha i want to just prove noot that clellan was better teacher than she ever was!
i really dislike that woman
and yes when clellan first taught us i did in a myspace bulliten sayyyy
"clellan can go shove a globe up her vagina i dont give a shit about coursework"
or something along those lines haha ^^
but my thoughts on clellan have changed since then
ooooh i might go watch some scrubs to calm me down
i hate this feeling i keep getting before every exam
think i would not get it by now
anywhooo i'm off
bye dudes
xxxxxxxxxx

i have a new idea
i hope i go through with it
i need felt tips
all is after my exams this week
3 of which are tomorrow
so i need to stop procrastinating and revise
LATERSS

fucking helllll
at how much i need to know
and how much i wont even need to know in the end
shit fucking sucks dude
FUCKING SUCKS


its almost the end though
not close enough yet however

everyones already talking about summer
and it still feels like an age away for me :(
and i have 5 exams stading in the way of me and summer
shit fucking sucks duuude

eurgh
i am so exhausted
i am not looking forward to german reading and writing tomorrow
i want to get an A* though eurgh =/
whateverrr
whatever i get i deserve
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooot

after tomorrow
onlyyy
5 more exams to go
pshhhhtttt

dude i'm ill
it sucks balls
i'm sick of cramming infromation i shall never use again except for mostly 2 hours in an exam

haha how random
i had to wait like 20 minutes for my uncle to come pick me up
and in that time some dude leaned out of a car window and said "hi gorgeous" to me
creepy
and i helped an old man cross the road and he said something like "i'm usually fit and healthy. i've got a wife and 6 kids and i'm not dead yet"
or something like that couldnt really hear him cause he was mumbling


oh anddd last night i couldnt sleep so i wrote this:

Staring up to the heavens
His hands slowly raise above his head
He begs for forgiveness for the sins he did not commit
He held up his hands and with all his migh
He proclaimed his faith
His passion
Tears of fear and hope fell from his shaking eyes
He shook not for the blessed
But for those who would never feel the love he felt
And with that he fell to the ground
His devotion in his right hand
The sin of others in his left



I wake up and you're still there
but i dont really want you there anymore...