you know them moments where you've realised that everyrhings changed
that pivotal point where everything that you once thought was habit was gone and everything was new and different
yeahhhhh.....that never happens
i hate it when you're feeling "ohhh lifes so boring right now i need a change"
which i've felt alot
but what you dont realise is things are changing
but its all happening so slowly you dont realise its happening till suddenly you look back and you see it all
everything, how it happened over time
its weird
anywhooooo
i cant think of much to write on this thing
its been a pretty unproductive holiday, which is good in one sense, bad in another
i really need to get my head straight and write a hell of alot of notes tomorrow
and do some art, that needs to be done hmmm

i'm saving up for something
and i dont know what =/
a good summer?...maybe, maybe, pleaaase

i still owe £20

next term at school is looking slightly better
but not the same, not what it was
meh