aprehensive

this year feels reall weird
its going slowly and fast at the same time :S

i'm still feeling cold inside
i have been ALL day
its such a weird feeling

today for once i shall complete all homework firstly being the report and essay i need to write
got more gcse results back today for the exams i took in january
got A*s in both maths and biology
and i'm glad. ofcourse, who wouldnt be. but i'm also not really all too bothered, as in i feel no different =/
there were a few people crying today, really awkward.

errrrrrrrmm what else
i cant stop thinking about this summer and going 6th form
but not in a "wow its gonna be so good" way
but in a "hmmmm i dont think summer's gonna be good and i'm still unsure about how 6th forms gonna be"
which is kind of good cause if they're crap i'll have already expected it
and if they're good i shall be pleasantly surprised lol

the venue's been booked for leavers.
i think alot of people are gonna go all out for it
which would be nice i guess but even for that i'm not really bothered cause i'm not leaving
so its just gonna be a big party for me haha ^^

someone just push me now and again this easter to make sure i'm working please?
i would quite like to get very good marks please! thankyou

hmmm thats all for now
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