ho hum exams are done

aaaand back to normal lessons which is kinda shit...well very shit
but ohwellll
got my english results back...A* :) i am pleased with that. very pleased and i'm not gonna fucking hide it hmmph
life is slowly getting extremely boring
something needs to happen
really really badly
i need a good laugh
just a day where everythings good and i laugh all day
hmmmmm

peer mentoring is pretty good so far :)
i'm quite enjoying it so all is well ^^
cept its quite funny that my mentee whos in year 7 has a boyfriend and heres lonely me haha :) ahwell

i really really need to get out this saturday
somehow please i must!
i have been stuck in this house for so damn long!
and i have lots of free time which is great thanks to no myspace
but not much to fill it with :S
i'm getting back into reading though which is good ^^
i love reading but the book has to be good..really good
i used to read so much when i was younger that now i have a very high standard when it comes to books
and after reading chuck palahnuik (that looks right i think) other books just dont come anywhere near as good as them!

hmmm i really dont understand smoking
seriously it smells disgusting and its fucking bad for you
why not just go get a nicorette patch instead? get the dosage of nicotine without all the fucking carcinogens and tar and the rest of the crap thats in them stupid little sticks
and if you just need something to do and its just a habit go get nicorette gum!
ffs
i dont care if this offends anyone (haha i talk like people actually read this thing :') ) this is my blog and i shall rant about whatever the fuck i want lol

i so want this year and summer to be amazing
yet i'm trying really hard not to get my hopes up
cause i kind of dont think its gonna be :S ARGHHHH
i've probably already said this
but i need something new to happen
i know i should get off my lazy arse and make something happen
but that is so much easier said then done
hmmmm

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