so most of yesterday i was kind of down and i had no idea why tbh
but i wasnt feeling all too good
so i sat to paint and was blasting music and i was alone and everything was good
and then everything just hit me and i now have a great idea
well i think its great
and ots like my whole world is sunnier (cept outside it isnt so sunny right now lol)
but yeah i feel so good
i cant stop daydream and fantasizing about this thing
and its the only thing on my mind and i love that!
i've stopped giving a damn about all the worries and concentrating on what could potentially be amazing :)
i just cant wait
and zarah is coming over today
and hopefully tomorrow we'll be going manc/her house to play tekken :')
good memories are to be made this summer i just know it


this is just the beginning


if i get a cat i'm going to call it solitude or moses LOL
xxx