"tell me a story"

"ok"



someday

sometimes something you do means everything
so just do it please
just care enough
no
just show you care enough
thats all i need

Once upon a time
There was a little girl
A sad, lonely, mentally tortured little girl
She carried all the fear in the world in her tears

All she wanted was a true friend
Someone she could trust and with whom she could figure everything out
Her future, her feelings, herself
Everyone she spoke to felt fake and cold
They didn't really care, no one really cared

Along came another lonely day
With a heavy heart and heavy eyes she tried to make her way through it
Then someone approached her
Another little girl with golden hair
This new little girl asked the first if she would be her partner in PE
Now the first little girl was so shocked she felt defensive
For so long had she not heard sincerity in the voice of another
She couldnt believe it was true
And with a mixture or hurt and anger asked why
And the other little girl plainly said Because i do

That day that little girl changed
She felt lighter
She felt free
She felt ready to take on the world
She is bigger now and just wants to say
Thankyou little girl
Thankyou for everything

i will start writing again
good meaningful things
when i can drill it into myself that i shouldnt care who reads this
like i didnt care before

these blogs are uninteresting an incredibly late
also i suck at writing in my book
i cant find the time/get in the right frame of mind
all i feel now is the terrible sensation that i wish didnt exist
i shall go read now

i may write a good blog one day. not like its read anyway

i need to get this top somehow...

i'm so happy right now :)
i love this feeling
i want to feel like this all the time please!
today= good good good ^^
happy birthday for monday zarah =D

hehehehe

right i hate how i look in this vid, especially braces eurgh but ohwellls its funny :)

this and tomorrow

make me love my life sometimes

dude what was with the primary school reunion today!
haha
right tomorrow i need to spend tiiiime writing/drawing in my book
badly
argh
too much happens

phewwwwwwwwwwww
liverpool are through to the champions league
good fucking stuff ^^

i just spent
2 and a half hours in a queue
BUT its worth it
cause i'm now enrolled in a black and white photography course
and me and my dad just pulled out his old film camera
and he was teaching me stuff
and now i cannot wait till the 15th september
dark room here i come

today i spent alot of money
which i havent done in a long time
it felt good haha
plus i love everything i bought ^^
yeyyyy

got my results
7 A*s and 5 As
is it bad i wish i'd done better?
i know its great
but hey its jsut who i am
i always want to do better

anywhooooo
i need to keep this up to scratch
hmmmmm

back to reality

back to this...

results areee tomorrow =/

shit

this time tomorrow i should know them

its weird the idea of them kind of freaks me out but doesnt bother me at the same time

depending on my state of mind

hmmm we shall see how things turn out

i love london
i feel like breaking all connections and contact with everything back home
that makes me wonder how much i'd be missed
and by who

the load is lighter here

right now i wish
i owned/worked in a book store

this is a bad bad week

i cant wait for it to be over

also

today was meant to be so good

ohwell

i really need to get out of this frame of mind



on a lighter note

you know when you have that little pocket in your right hand pocket of your jeans

mine has a little zip :')

i've never noticed lmao!

x

i have realised

that recently i havent really been making many blog posts

cause of what i'm reading

cause it is so good

everything i write is pure crap

i just saw the dark knight again haha
so so amazing

also
things cost too much
damn credit crunch

i keep falling behind
must catch up
must catch up...

i want to go here for a picnic

who would like to come?...