Friday 9 January 2009

"tell me a story"

"ok"



someday

Tuesday 21 October 2008

sometimes something you do means everything
so just do it please
just care enough
no
just show you care enough
thats all i need

Sunday 5 October 2008

Once upon a time
There was a little girl
A sad, lonely, mentally tortured little girl
She carried all the fear in the world in her tears

All she wanted was a true friend
Someone she could trust and with whom she could figure everything out
Her future, her feelings, herself
Everyone she spoke to felt fake and cold
They didn't really care, no one really cared

Along came another lonely day
With a heavy heart and heavy eyes she tried to make her way through it
Then someone approached her
Another little girl with golden hair
This new little girl asked the first if she would be her partner in PE
Now the first little girl was so shocked she felt defensive
For so long had she not heard sincerity in the voice of another
She couldnt believe it was true
And with a mixture or hurt and anger asked why
And the other little girl plainly said Because i do

That day that little girl changed
She felt lighter
She felt free
She felt ready to take on the world
She is bigger now and just wants to say
Thankyou little girl
Thankyou for everything
i will start writing again
good meaningful things
when i can drill it into myself that i shouldnt care who reads this
like i didnt care before

Friday 12 September 2008

these blogs are uninteresting an incredibly late
also i suck at writing in my book
i cant find the time/get in the right frame of mind
all i feel now is the terrible sensation that i wish didnt exist
i shall go read now

i may write a good blog one day. not like its read anyway

Saturday 30 August 2008

i need to get this top somehow...











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right i hate how i look in this vid, especially braces eurgh but ohwellls its funny :)




Friday 29 August 2008






this and tomorrow
make me love my life sometimes